Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Recent thoughts

I haven't been as much of a blogger lately, have I?

I think it's for several reasons.

1) School has been very busy! But that's a great thing. :)

2) I've been very busy in my very little spare time working on some exciting projects I have going. Yay! But more on those later.

3) Here's the big one. I've been thinking a lot lately. Yes, thinking, which I know should seem like it would lead to blogging, but my thinking has been so deep and personal that it's been hard to put up here just yet. It's also been hard to put into words. I have been examining myself very deeply and have found a lot of things that I want to change. It's amazing how much different I am than I thought I was. Recent struggles have really opened my eyes to my heart. I'm working on a lot of changes right now.

My family has become more important to me than ever before. It's always been a top priority, but it's even higher now. It's different.

So, for today, I just want to say that I love them. I dearly, dearly love them, and I want to tell my girls I'll try harder to be better, and that they are more precious to me than anything I have or want. And to tell Matt that he is my life, and I know he can do all of the great things he needs to do.

I Love you, baby, and if everyone loved like this, what a different world it would be.


Ryan and Evelyn said...

Oh I love the video you posted!!! It was so sweet!!! It is wonderful to hear how much love you have for everyone around you :)

kannie said...

I understand the blogging lull!!! :-)

Also, that video makes me cry. *sniffle* You two have the most demonstrably ideal relationship I've ever seen. *sniffle* It's great!!! :-) *sniffle* Yay for Eternity!!!!! :-) *sniffle*

Libby Ipson said...

I totally made Joe record that! LOL. You guys are sooooo cute! I love it!

Jason said...

I feel you on the personal thought level! I have had so much to say especially about the whole Alex saga, but can't for fear that it could be used against me in a bad way in court! I have however been thinking alot about different topics just like you and sometimes it is hard to put them to text. I am glad that you can put yourself out there and say what you are really thinking. and I love the video of you and Matt. You guys are great!

Tara and Dan said...

Just graduated from my own blogging break. But it's nice to be back! That video is so sweet and precious- a true testament of your love for each other!! :)